My friends have been updating their blogs recently and i know i have been missing out on alot already this one i cant miss!!!!! hmph! As you can see, my title: pppppfffftttttt!!!! Its like screaming "IM DEPRESSED!"
Anyways, hahah just read ash's blog and ha! the way she describes me eveytime though lame but damn funny lor this gadget moron... tsk! Read jie's blog too... kinda sad cos they enjoyed so much more in taiwan this time and its without me... sigh.....
..........(silent for 5 min)
ok, now you know why my title is............. ha!
But it doesnt mean that im sad la.. sad in a way but happy in another way le, i have been spending quality time with my family. As in my own family :) even though its tiring and time consuming, but overall im happy to be able to spend time like that with... hahahah you know who....
yawn.... im really tired and there isnt really much to talk about in life actually. Everyone is disappointing me one way or the other. Like leon, he is driving me crazy! its like hello? am i not crazy enough??? I am utterly speechless about this brother of mine. He needs to grow up and i have no means to guide him any longer.. he loves to test my patience.. or is it that i have spoilt him too much and allowed all these nonsense that he created to happen like as though its supposed to be this way?.
Mum is driving me nuts too. Suddenly everything is my responsibility. Any brothers of mine gets into trouble, bham! its my fault. Not that im petty or what but, hello???? how is it my business???!!!!!! All day and all night im at home, why cant people seem to understand that times are different now? why cant people understand that im very busy and i have no time to run errands nor do things for you as efficiently as last time?? So please try to understand!!! not telling me how many kids you have had and act like you know everything! when you didnt even take care of your own child when they were young!!!!!!!!!! To put it bluntly, i know more than you!
yappie is killing me softly with his stupidity. As simple as that.
Friends! friends.... sigh....... do i still have friends?? i wonder.... i have a responsibilty now its very natural that i wont have much time and its common that you suddenly realise, yeah im being left out horribly.......... But these feelings, friends will never understand. hm.........
hahahaha so here i am on god's good humour.
But i wish my path will be smoother in 2010. I love you z. I will always be here for you :)
muacks!
