strawberries!!! who wants some strawberries???

i love strawberries!!! look at these strawberries!!! so beautiful and sweet!! and they taste "YUM"!

Hubby bought me these strawberries and though i've always dreamt of having the "plastic" looking ones that costs 50bucks flown all the way from Japan, these were enough to stop thinking of that! haha call me 三八 but this is defintely being "easily contented". LOL! Justt look at the colors!!! Its enough to make everyone drool! i mean at least thats how i think la haha :)

okok im gonna enjoy my strawberries now!! adios! *drools*

可以不爱了

让窗户通通都打开 让阳光通通都照进来
让风放肆的吹伞我身上的尘埃
把你的过去变腐坏 把你的溺爱藏起来
把你的所有都搬到我房间以外

现在是三点钟 你应该还没醒呢
这有点刺眼的光线 会不会打扰你呢
梦不会实现了 我应该要醒了
我不该只懂得配合 你习惯短暂的温热

我努力要自己避开 和你曾走过的地带
但是又和不舍拉扯 处在我快乐的界外
我何尝不是一个人 来决定爱的延长赛
奈何总是勉强对自己 有一个善良的交代
我努力要自己躲开 你给我的伤心地带
但是又和失去拉扯 得到的全都是意外
到现在还是一个人 吞噬着自己的能耐
到最後我可以不爱了 你却说舍不得

现在是三点钟 你应该还没醒呢
这有点刺眼的光线 会不会打扰你呢
梦不会实现了 我应该要醒了
我不该只懂得配合 你习惯短暂的温热

我努力要自己避开 和你曾走过的地带
但是又和不舍拉扯 处在我快乐的界外
我何尝不是一个人 来决定爱的延长赛
奈何总是勉强对自己 有一个善良的交代
我努力要自己躲开 你给我的伤心地带
但是又和失去拉扯 得到的全都是意外
到现在还是一个人 吞噬着自己的能耐
到最後我可以不爱了 你却说舍不得

离开你欲走还留的眼睛
我要我忍住在一次抱你
躲开你转身以後的消息
这一次我可以

我努力要自己避开 和你曾走过的地带
但是又和不舍拉扯 处在我快乐的界外
我努力要自己躲开 你给我的伤心地带
但是又和失去拉扯 得到的全都是意外
到现在还是一个人 吞噬着自己的能耐
到最後我可以不爱了 你却说舍不得
你可以不爱了 别说舍不得

sometimes romance can be cheap :) cheap cheap!!!

Another one of the sweet suprise hubby got me.. haha.

I always complain to him that i never got the chance to get proposed to.. haiz... haha well he didnt know how to initially but think his puny brain finally thought of something and he decided he will act to propose. ha! Got this nice heart shaped box from a nearby shop around his work place and he made it more special than it seems.. hand wriiten notes on the top of the opening with a picture we took a long time ago and made a ring out of paper (actually its a dollar note) and he proposed at 12 midnight! Though it seems silly but i dont know why it was a great feeling. And i have to admit that silly things do touch people's heart..

like how it touched mine.

Women are silly creatures huh? like that also can be happy.. ha!

Im in love!!!!

a box of chocolates anyone?

a little something



Well, chocolates are a very significant "thing". People give chocolates as presents that represents so many different thoughts, emotions, meanings.

I was really upset or shall i say i have been upset for quite some time. Hubby came back home and gave me this box of chocolates saying "when you feel upset or down just take one and it will sweeten you up". hoping to finally be able to make me smile, i smiled and said "thank you, its sweet".

i liked it really. i liked it so much that i dont want to eat it. but i guess eventually it will have to be eaten. either by me or the ants in my house haha.

I remembered there was one christmas, i gave away alot alot of chocolates cos i really couldnt think of what to give away to my fellow colleagues and then i realised its really the most convenient gift. It looks good, tastes nice and its affordable! haha

Now talking about it makes me start drooling.. hm... im gonna have a chocolate, do you want some? ;p

asking for too much?

I used to be ignorant in life. Not that i amm not now i still am, but the problem is smaller. There are so many things in life that i have yet to find out and yet to learn. And i crave for these knowledges.. i crave to find out the many many things in life.

I thought every human being would think the same, but i realised, nope. Not many people think this way. I met a couple of people lately and all they ever care is themselves, their own life, or worse some just live blindly!! Honestly speaking im really shocked. Because at the end of the day what will these people get? Nothing. They can get all the material stuffs they lay their hands on, but they will never gain an extra bit of knowledge on what is really happening everyday. People like these would have lived their life aimlessly. Even though they had the best branded goods, best food, best accomodation, in truth hey have nothing. Thus these people are usually never happy.

Being able to gain material items is a pleasure i agree. However, if gaining all these things and yet living without a reason other than this is such a shame really. Dont they ever thought of wanting to know more? Dont anyone out there want to know what is it that they are living for? Everyone knows the quote "Live life to the fullest!" But honestly is anyone doing that???

As a human myself, i feel so ashamed.

Though i really dont know how to express whatever emotions im having now towards my friends and people around me that has these ignorant thinking and being selfish seem to be the only thing they are now, i just wanna pen down whatver that is in my mind now to vent my frustrations out.

I am not someone who can change another's thinking and i do not have the right to teach another how to live their life, but i just hope i can be able to do something to help my loved ones....